The last dance The song we danced to, I barely heard the words all I felt was your heartbeat for mine was filled with tears I had never done something so beautiful and magical before Like dancing to the rythm of the heartbeat of someone's soul that is so pure... It seemed like magic for sure My heart even felt that golden heartbeat of yours We stood there silently all night, looking into each others ...

The magic horse I let the magic horse through the door, hoping this time he would save me for sure The magic horse is just like me Hurting everyone who captures his eye the magic horse who I will ride away with into the black midnight sky... Just like a myth set behind a magic sunset He is so strong and brave, galloping to me,to save His rider is one I have known all my life... De...

I expected happiness to last a little longer this time I thought all my dreams had come true... As the last tear has fallen so fast, has created a storm And a rainbow that will always last... Your empty promises and hurtful lies, your intention Was to hurt me but my hurt always subsides... You tried to take what you never owned, a love so Unique... now you will never know I'm trying so hard to fly away but my wings are caught in your gaze I feel the pain holding me down...

A piece of me A piece of me I'm leaving behind A piece of me I knew i would find A piece of me i'll hold on to so tight A piece of me I can no longer fight A piece of that showed me true love Just like divine intervention from The heavens above A piece of me your love is so pure Your the piece of me that will remain forever more A piece of me I wish I could keep The piece of me thats so unique Your the piece of me I love so deep The piece of me forget me no...

Steps I cried inside so many times you wouldnt hear me And I dont know why, with every step I took since you left There were silent tears behind every breath... I sit alone here once again, wondering why theres So much torture and so much pain when you said That in life there would be so much more for me to gain When only bruises and scars have I, always leaving me wishing That I could just die... I fear life and love the same, a tragic end with only myself t...

It's About It's about waking up in the mornning and smelling the first rain its about being happy to be awakened by the sunshine at the begining of a new day, its about being asked the reason for your happiness by a precious princess with an innocence that knows no pain, its about having the urge to dance always... It's about never wondering how much time has passed or never looking back on what didnt last, its about fufilling your dreams no mat...

He has always been proud Where does time end Where does it all stop Who decided it should begin Why should our lives be determined by Him I'll wait at the ocean for all of time Just for you to discover that you are mine Death was never proud, he has always been with us befriending me even now... Maybe if He is not feared he might just go away What he took from me can never be replaced but now I fear him not for he is mine, yes Death I now own you for all of time... If yo...

Missing you is time A silent tear rolled down my face A silent chance, a silent goodbye What an unmistakable dream The world seemed so timeless My life seemed so priceless with you as the wind beneath my wings helping me soar so high with you dad I felt like i could touch the sky I dont know why time has changed me and I dont know why I cant change time to be I used to think that you going away was destinys plan for me but now I know that my destiny has to ...

MY PRINCE Tommorow my prince will come as always he leaves this heart of mine undone he will never know how much he means to me for friendship is all I seem to be... He has an unknown happiness one he shows me everyday, he makes me smile in so many ways, he leaves the ground beneath my feet shaking and somehow I know that soon my heart and soul will be breaking An enticing smile and a voice of an angel the sweet prince is what my dreams are made for I see his hand holdi...

Imagine You were swept away like the light at the end of the day The night came and the darkness took you away Just like the sunshine He knew you were to bright to stay The awesome brother i never met, a decision I will always regret though it wasnt mine to make it was just an act of your eternal fate... I imagined your smile to be one with perfection I imagined your life in a million directions I imagined you to be ever so sweet The best brother there ever could be I imagine...

Darkness resides No one knows what happens as day turns into light He becomes mine,two souls unite and at once the world is out of sight This is where it begins and this is where it ends reality sealing his fate and we where nothing more than friends was this Gods intention for us to just pass each others lives never having time, feelings or a chance to say goodbye I know what true love feels like, he loved me for sure but now destinys plan seems to be deliberating so much mo...

ONLY YOU Only you know where i have been only you know all the pain i have seen only you held my hand and directed me to the light Now, my life has no end in sight Oh, how i wish i could fall asleep in your arms again tonight do you remember the time she wanted me no more only you held me in your arms and let me cry till i fell asleep, only you reassured me that life was about so much more... Only you could be the greatest mother...

There is so much in life that i havnt seen yet and so much in life i want to see, theres so much i want to experience and so much i want to do even though i have done them a million times before this time i want to do them with renewed hope, renewed courage and renewed strenght. I'm living life not just for today anymore but for tommorow and forever so that if i had to lose it all today i would be satisfied, satisified knowing that today was the begining and the end of something truely amazin...

As promised the last poem to complete the trio, thanks for the amazing support and wonderfull comments that i recieve and to the person who encourages me to dare to be different Thankyou!!!!!!!!! For my fans who want to know what else they can expect of me well... watch this space and your book shops for my novel! Flashback Moving across the room, i think of her and eternal doom she never loved me i know this is tr...

TODAY I'M NOT JUST GOING TO GO OF AT A TANGENT ABOUT LIFE IN GERMANY OR WHAT I FIND TRUELY AMAZING OR INSPIRING, I CHOOSE TO LET YOU ALL GET A LITTLE CLOSER TO ME SO IM SUBMITTING THREE OF MY POEMS: THE FIRST TWO ARE FOR MY DAD WHO I MISS DEARLY AND THE THIRD IS ABOUT THE BROKEN RELATONSHIP I SHARE WITH MY MOTHER! HEAVENS ANGEL ITS BEEN AGES S...