The last dance

The song we danced to, I barely heard the words
all I felt was your heartbeat for mine was filled with tears

I had never done something so beautiful and magical before
Like dancing to the rythm of the heartbeat of someone's soul
that is so pure... It seemed like magic for sure
My heart even felt that golden heartbeat of yours

We stood there silently all night, looking into each others eye...

The magic horse

I let the magic horse through the door,
hoping this time he would save me for sure

The magic horse is just like me
Hurting everyone who captures his eye
the magic horse who I will ride away with
into the black midnight sky...
Just like a myth set behind a magic sunset

He is so strong and brave, galloping to me,to save
His rider is one I have known all my life...
Death...

I expected happiness to last a little longer this time
I thought all my dreams had come true...

As the last tear has fallen so fast, has created a storm
And a rainbow that will always last...

Your empty promises and hurtful lies, your intention
Was to hurt me but my hurt always subsides...

You tried to take what you never owned, a love so
Unique... now you will never know

I'm trying so hard to fly away but my wings are caught in your gaze
I feel the pain holding me down, p...

A piece of me


A piece of me I'm leaving behind
A piece of me I knew i would find
A piece of me i'll hold on to so tight
A piece of me I can no longer fight


A piece of that showed me true love
Just like divine intervention from
The heavens above


A piece of me your love is so pure
Your the piece of me that will remain
forever more


A piece of me I wish I could keep
The piece of me thats so unique
Your the piece of me I love so deep


The piece of me forget me not
...

Steps

I cried inside so many times you wouldnt hear me
And I dont know why, with every step I took since you left
There were silent tears behind every breath...

I sit alone here once again, wondering why theres
So much torture and so much pain when you said
That in life there would be so much more for me to gain
When only bruises and scars have I, always leaving me wishing
That I could just die...

I fear life and love the same, a tragic end with only myself to b...

It's About

It's about waking up in the mornning and smelling the first rain
its about being happy to be awakened by the sunshine
at the begining of a new day, its about being asked the reason
for your happiness by a precious princess with an innocence
that knows no pain, its about having the urge to dance
always...

It's about never wondering how much time has passed
or never looking back on what didnt last, its about fufilling
your dreams no matter...

He has always been proud

Where does time end
Where does it all stop
Who decided it should begin
Why should our lives be determined by Him

I'll wait at the ocean for all of time
Just for you to discover that you are mine
Death was never proud, he has always been with us
befriending me even now...

Maybe if He is not feared he might just go away
What he took from me can never be replaced
but now I fear him not for he is mine, yes
Death I now own you for all of time...

If you s...

Missing you is time

A silent tear rolled down my face
A silent chance, a silent goodbye
What an unmistakable dream

The world seemed so timeless
My life seemed so priceless
with you as the wind beneath
my wings helping me soar so high
with you dad I felt like i could touch the sky

I dont know why time has changed me
and I dont know why I cant change time to be
I used to think that you going away was
destinys plan for me but now I know that
my destiny has to be ...

MY PRINCE

Tommorow my prince will come as always
he leaves this heart of mine undone
he will never know how much he means to me
for friendship is all I seem to be...

He has an unknown happiness one
he shows me everyday,
he makes me smile
in so many ways, he leaves
the ground beneath my feet shaking
and somehow I know that soon
my heart and soul will be breaking

An enticing smile and a voice of an angel
the sweet prince is what my dreams are made for
I see his hand holding ...

Imagine

You were swept away like the light at the end of the day
The night came and the darkness took you away
Just like the sunshine He knew you were to bright to stay

The awesome brother i never met, a decision I will always regret
though it wasnt mine to make it was just an act of your eternal fate...

I imagined your smile to be one with perfection
I imagined your life in a million directions
I imagined you to be ever so sweet
The best brother there ever could be
I imagined a...

Darkness resides

No one knows what happens as day turns into light
He becomes mine,two souls unite and at once
the world is out of sight

This is where it begins and this is where it ends
reality sealing his fate and we where nothing more than friends
was this Gods intention for us to just pass each others lives
never having time, feelings or a chance to say goodbye

I know what true love feels like, he loved me for sure
but now destinys plan seems to be deliberating so
much more....

ONLY YOU

Only you know where i have been
only you know all the pain i have seen
only you held my hand and directed me to the light
Now, my life has no end in sight

Oh, how i wish i could fall asleep in your arms
again tonight

do you remember the time she wanted me no more
only you held me in your arms and let me cry till
i fell asleep, only you reassured me that life
was about so much more...

Only you could be the greatest mother i ...

There is so much in life that i havnt seen yet and so much in life i want to see, theres so much i want to experience and so much i want to do even though i have done them a million times before this time i want to do them with renewed hope, renewed courage and renewed strenght. I'm living life not just for today anymore but for tommorow and forever so that if i had to lose it all today i would be satisfied, satisified knowing that today was the begining and the end of something truely amazing '...

As promised the last poem to complete the trio, thanks for the amazing support and wonderfull comments that i recieve and to the person who encourages me to dare to be different Thankyou!!!!!!!!! For my fans who want to know what else they can expect of me well... watch this space and your book shops for my novel!


Flashback

Moving across the room, i think of her and eternal doom
she never loved me i know this is true,...

TODAY I'M NOT JUST GOING TO GO OF AT A TANGENT ABOUT LIFE IN GERMANY OR WHAT I FIND TRUELY AMAZING OR INSPIRING, I CHOOSE TO LET YOU ALL GET A LITTLE CLOSER TO ME SO IM SUBMITTING THREE OF MY POEMS:

THE FIRST TWO ARE FOR MY DAD WHO I MISS DEARLY AND THE THIRD IS ABOUT THE BROKEN RELATONSHIP I SHARE WITH MY MOTHER!


HEAVENS ANGEL

ITS BEEN AGES SINC...