Steps
I cried inside so many times you wouldnt hear me
And I dont know why, with every step I took since you left
There were silent tears behind every breath...
I sit alone here once again, wondering why theres
So much torture and so much pain when you said
That in life there would be so much more for me to gain
When only bruises and scars have I, always leaving me wishing
That I could just die...
I fear life and love the same, a tragic end with only myself to blame
Time has changed since you've been gone and I am not the person
I used to be for happiness no longer resides in me, the world lied to me
So many times, I lied to myself just to get by always thinking you that
You would come home and longing for days I can never have back
If dreams are just dreams and wishes dont come true, how am I
Supposed to find you...
I've been searching for the longest time for something I knew
I would never find, even though your always near I can never
Reach you so my search for you finally ends here
This time with no silent tears or painfull goodbyes
Just a promise that this time I will start living life
To become who I always knew I would be, to become
The person you always saw in me, to become myself again
A free spirit who saw no end, a happy girl that you once left
I grew up even before you took your last breath...
Even though your love, your voice and your smile
I can never forget, I'm leaving you behind as I
Take this step