Steps
Published on September 4, 2005 By tammyjadepadayachee In Personal Relationships

Steps

I cried inside so many times you wouldnt hear me
And I dont know why, with every step I took since you left
There were silent tears behind every breath...

I sit alone here once again, wondering why theres
So much torture and so much pain when you said
That in life there would be so much more for me to gain
When only bruises and scars have I, always leaving me wishing
That I could just die...

I fear life and love the same, a tragic end with only myself to blame

Time has changed since you've been gone and I am not the person
I used to be for happiness no longer resides in me, the world lied to me
So many times, I lied to myself just to get by always thinking you that
You would come home and longing for days I can never have back

If dreams are just dreams and wishes dont come true, how am I
Supposed to find you...

I've been searching for the longest time for something I knew
I would never find, even though your always near I can never
Reach you so my search for you finally ends here

This time with no silent tears or painfull goodbyes
Just a promise that this time I will start living life

To become who I always knew I would be, to become
The person you always saw in me, to become myself again
A free spirit who saw no end, a happy girl that you once left
I grew up even before you took your last breath...

Even though your love, your voice and your smile
I can never forget, I'm leaving you behind as I
Take this step

Comments
on Sep 05, 2005
Hi Sunshine........a very touching poem...just remember he's alway
there with you...guiding you in life and watching over you...

LOTS OF LOVE @--->--
Thagan
on Sep 19, 2005
Save the tears.. one step forward..
Like a thousand colours woven into one blanket of perfection and joy..

the future awaits you, me lady..
on Oct 03, 2005
shed the tears. they lead you to your next step that will take you away from them, if you dont you will never step away from them.

You are special to him as you are to all those you meet even those you havent.

To my Little fairy.
Brad
on Oct 08, 2005
IS there going to be any new poems soon??
on Nov 21, 2005
has any one heard from tammy lately?
on Dec 01, 2005
I have no other way of contacting you so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you have a great day and cherish all the beautiful moments in life
on Dec 09, 2005
DOES ANY ONE KONOW WHERE TAMMT IS???